Okay, so I’ve just been researching for a few hours and I’ve found my dad’s side of my family on Facebook. I don’t re meme ever meeting them and I haven’t seen my dad in 10 years. I am well and truly shitting myself. Really want to contact them and hopefully they will respond. But then again why should I when they have never reached out to me when they know I exist. They could also be really mean to me or ignore me. Tonight has been extremely weird.